I'M BACKKKKKK

omgoodness! i haven't been here in foreverrrrrrrrr. haha.

anyways. where do i start. so many things happened. okeh.

SCHOOL LIFE.
im finally a SENIOR! woohoo. i can't believe how high school
is almost over. it went by seriously fast. and in a matter of
time, im gonna graduate! ahh. but yeah. so far, my senior
year is going okeh. nothing really exciting is happening.
im not in council anymore but i still help out at times. haha.
its pretty much go to school, then leave. school days go by
fast that way. haha. my attendence has already been screwed.
like its sadd. i promised myself that i wouldn't cut as much
but i can't help it if other people take too long to get ready
in the morning and end up not going to first period. haha.
grades so far is stable i think. failing none. hopefully. :]

my current classes are:
1. Japanese 2
2. Directed Studies in Business
3. Economics
4. Honors Physics. :0

haha. yeahh. periods 1 to 3 i don't have to worry about.
physics is the only thing i really have to concentrate on.
cuz in that room of smart people, im probablly considered
one of the dumber ones. hahahaha. oh well. who cares.

HOMECOMING is NEXT WEEK! and i got my bet on the
10th or 11th graders for the song contest! like i honestly
think we don't have a chance. we're good, but they're better.
we never won a song contest. its sadddd. but we make the
best CLASS ASSEMBLIES. no doubt about that. yuppp. :P

oh damn. i've started on preparing for college and what not.
all i need to do is save money, apply for more scholarships,
take my SATs/ACTs, and do good in school. i really hope i get
into college and finish. i'll be the first in the family. and i hope
i get a really good job that'll pay for the kind of life i want to live.
im not so sure what i want to do anymore. but i hope to know
really soon. its either, film, business, graphic designing etc. ahhh.

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SOCIAL LIFE.
i had the one of the best days of my life just this past saturday.
SEPTEMBER 02, 2006. haha yeah. like i made use of the whole
day and night. it was full of fun and excitement and people who
i really like to be with. so yeah. it went down like this.

(with Greg and Josh)
- Okinawan Festival at Kapiolani Park
- Shirokiya at Ala Moana and Power 104.3 people talked to us. lol.
- Went to eat sushi at Ninja Sushi. was ono.
- Then rested at home little bit before going out.

(with Steph and Greg)
- Got picked up by Steph to go to the football game at Kam.
- Got into the game for free and then beated traffic.
- Switched to use my auntys car and then head to a hotel party.
- Hotel Party at Koolina for John's Birthday.
- We had pre-party fun
- Taking pictures and debating when to inside the room.
- Got a lil tipsy. haha. i don't regret it even though i turned red.
- Sky Vodka & Parrot Bay Pineapple :D
- We were the youngest ones there. like that was the coolest part.
- Thank God for Zippy's cuz i really had to pee when we left the party.
- Went back to Kalihi to pick up Maevin, drop Steph, and pick up Dianne.

(with Maevin, Greg, and Dianne)
- Went driving around, like literally.
- Met up with Kalei and her friends at Kapolei Knolls.
- Had some fun on the road to Salt Lake to pick up someone.
- Headed to Aiea to Christian's house, more like mansion. haha.
- Seen the load of people at his house.
- Wished i was related to him, blah blah. He's loaded. :pp
- Decided to go back to Kalihi to the Business Plaza.
- Cruzed it there and yuppp.
- Had to drop home Greg...he got home at 3:43 AM.

(with Maevin)
- Stayed at Dianne's house till 4:30ish.
- Seen things i really didn't want to see. hahahaha.
- Went to the bank.
- Put in gas.
- Dropped Maevin home.

(by myself)
- Switched cars and went home at 5 AM. :p

omg. i can't believe i have an easy time to type these kinds
of things rather than like homework and stuff. so irking. haha.
but yeah. that was one of the best day/nights i've had. yupp.

another one of them fun nights was when we went to Kapolei
and attached a cart to the back of my car and rode around.
that was the first funnest thing of the school year. we made
good use of that night too. we went bowling and then ate at
Bubbies. i think i was with Maevin, Jackie, Greg and Kalei. :]

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LOVE LIFE.
haha. hmmmmmm. i really don't know where i am on this one.
see, its like this. i've liked this person for more than a year and
all we've been was friends. i've told him once, and i don't want
to say it again. haha. he makes my day, makes me laugh, and
whatever whatever. lol. but i think he only thinks of me as a
friend. i don't know what to do. cuz im scared that if i say it to
him again, things will change, again. lol. i like it how it is now,
its just sometimes, i want more. yannoe? lol. not in that kind of
way but yeah. more on the emotional part. i guess. i donno.
but honestly, im am so fine, how it is now. i thank God. :]
i don't want things to change unless it is for the better. yesss.

okeh, im not done yet. haha. so theres this new person that i find
attractive. both personality wise and looks wise. i donno. lol.
like the first days of school, i would find myself saying in my head,
"oh wow, ________ is cute" and then we had assigned seating.
______ sits one seat back to the left. so it really is close. hahaha.
throught the weeks, ________ would ask me for help and stuff.
so like, we have a friendship in the making. ahh. so happy. :] then
one day we got this paper with one of our classmates name on it
in japanese and we had to figure out whos one it is and say hi.
guess whos one i got?! haha. yeahhh. coincidence? i think not. haha.
from then on, we talk here and there during class. but omg. just
recently, ______ goes like that..."oh renee, you going take me to
your senior prom yeah?" like omg! hahaha. i was trippin out like whoa.
i wanted to say yeah but what if it was a joke or whatever. haha.
i want to ask if ________ really meant it. i hope _______ did. hehe.
and just last week, i got to walk with ________ to first period. wow.
its the start of something new and i don't want it to end. i hope
that this will go somewhere that both of us will benefit from.
God can you hear me? i hope you do. i've been through so many
emotional rollercoasters and im ready for a...a...i donno what. haha.
i guess the good chapter(s) of my life again. i'll be good. :]

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i don't know what to type anymore. hahaha. but damn. that was long.
i'd like to thank lovella for inspiring me to go back to xanga and yeah.

okeh thens everyone. i might be here more often. this was funn. haa.
now i have to work on my physics portfolio. damn. kkeh. aloha. :]

so far so good. but i must say, my classes are hekka boring and it seems like i have more work to do. err. oh well.

winter sports pep rally: was fun and one of the best pep rallies, i think. WE WON THE SPIRIT STICK TOO! aright, JUNIORS! i performed with CLUB21. that was cool. haha. haven't performed in a while. i miss it. lol. i was amazed at what people's reactions were and what they said to me after the performance. hehehe. i admit, i was good. HAHA!

hot topic: love. gosh, the people im surrounded with are either wanting to be in love, is in love, or are having problems with love. maybe its because valentine's day is coming up. i donno. i dont care. haha. or mabye i do? nahh.

CAR-less once again. haww i swear. i gave my parents money to get it fixed and now its broken again. so waste money. i even told them that it was gonna be a waste. they never like listen. im so irritated that i'd rather take the bus than waste my money on getting the car fixed again! haha, why you lie?! but yea. i think the car broke because it held in too much memories that it couldn't handle and, BOOM! it gave in. haha.

i feel so "errr" that im not able to get my matrix. i've been waing for it for sooooooo long. i've been patient. where's my reward? maybe im not suppose to get it and just wait til i grad from college to get a new and maybe better car? haww, its hard for me to accept that now. junk. i like cry. :( lol.

i just wanna give up on everything right now. im driving myself crazy. i feel exhausted. i need God.

HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!